中國的可愛生肖

漢族的說法（按順序）：鼠、牛、虎、兔、龍、蛇、馬、羊、猴、雞、狗、豬。

中国古典美女诗词

《御香缥缈》光绪与珍妃的爱情故事。

《御香缥缈》 原作：德珍 内容简介：德珍的古典美女画风，在台湾插画界独树一格，精雕细琢的装饰和细致彩绘的服饰，是德珍最为读者称道的绘画功力，令人叹为观止。《御香缥缈》将以清朝光绪帝与珍妃的故事为主轴，精致绘图辅以动人故事情节，让读者在赏图之馀，也能融入一则凄美的爱情故事。唯有两个字 - 凄美。。。。。。。。。。

西元一九○○年 清光緒二十六年 墜落井中的 何止是光緒皇帝的一顆心 涵蓋著王朝即將傾覆的國祚 二十四歲最璀璨動人的青春 十一年的宮闈生涯 隨著短暫擴泛的漣漪 環繞著後人蕩氣迴腸的喟歎聲。

那一口井 以妃為名 珍 妃 井 。

戊戌政变，帝党夺权的惨败，未来两人的命运是什么？ 此刻，囚徒相对的惶恐与煎熬，鞭笞两颗无措的心。 在这个皇权的政治中心，被付予的是什么？被剥夺的又将是什么？不过是最深沉又绝望的爱……

戊戌政变，帝党夺权的惨败，未来两人的命运是什么？ 此刻，囚徒相对的惶恐与煎熬，鞭笞两颗无措的心。 在这个皇权的政治中心，被付予的是什么？被剥夺的又将是什么？不过是最深沉又绝望的爱……

慈禧太后能主宰皇帝的一切，却驾驭不了皇帝的心。景仁宫里充满着宫外携进来的洋式珍奇新巧之物，娇羞的笑靥和灵洁的双眼，掳获占据皇帝百分百的心房、抚慰着朝堂上无力满怀的颓懊。 一个妃子慰烫牵动着这冷宫里至尊天子的心，就算沉醉在琼楼玉宇的人间炼狱中，也甘于承受风雨前的宁静，嬉情在方寸的天涯中。

昨日浮华喧笑今日都成沉默这春兮之夜谁来与共眷恋着　这尘事　这蝉世梦和着泪落入黑幕中徒留一盏红颜笑隐人间中。

至此，冷宫和瀛台，成了宫闱中忌讳的话题。 精雕宏伟的皇城中，圈禁着两份相系煎熬的心， 日夜翘首企盼，苦等未来重逢的契机。

责处一个忤逆的宫妃，就是谪贬入冷宫， 分别禁锢这对子媳，就是对两人最严峻的刑罚，绝了他们所有的欲念和奢望。 而人岂知，临别的一眼，竟成了永诀……

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Cute Comics strip to share!!!

I surfed the internet and came across some chinese humerous comics strips and like to share the jokes with u all! U can click on them if too small!

Road Safety!! Be Careful! Don't be Sorry!!

Hi Hi, I am back! Time flies..... My time at work passed very fast.... In an blink of eye, it is already june!!!!

Sights of horror to share:
On my last night duty, I boarded the bus 72 which were usually packed with people in the late evening. I managed to squeeze in and happened to stand next to the bus driver. While standing, my view was focused on the road. To my horror, I actually saw an elderly lady riding a bicycle on the side of the road, as if the road belonged to her. She was riding at her own pace, swaying from side to side and was oblivious that cars were zooming past her. The way she ride, she was just oblivous to danger that were just lurking around! The bus I was on, was right behind her...Fortunately, the bus driver was alert and consious to road safety.... He actually slowed down and allowed the elderly lady to ride slowly and safely in front before he stopped the bus at the bus stop!!! Phew!! That was close!!! It is very frightening that people do not have any safety consious on the road!!!

Now I finally can stand in my dad's shoes to understand why he never allowed my brother to ride on motorbikes and me travelling by bicycle to work!!! He is very very firm on these rules.. "Why expose yourself to danger when you can avoid!!"

Again, I had another fright in the morning after my night duty.... I promised to buy blood pressure monitoring set for my grandmother's friend, thus I went over to the polyclinic .. While I was waiting to cross the road, I saw an elderly lady standing on the road ( almost middle of the road) waiting to cross over... However it seemed that she had the concept that cars will avoid her .... and worse she actually looked in the opposite direction, The cars were zooming past her with her back facing them. OH my God!!! I was just holding my breath and breaking into cold sweat!!!!! What if she got knocked down and the the driver got charged for causing injuries or death to some one unluckily!!!!
害人害己!!!

luckily she managed to cross the road safety!!!! That was close!!!!

Hanging Around at my own time!!!!

Today is my off day, thus I spent the whole day resting around, surfed the Internet, read my novels and chit chat with one of my friend cum colleague through the phone. I am quite excitable now, as there will be a new colleague joining my wonderful team tomorrow! My colleagues and I are looking forward to know "Her"



Yesterday, I went to watch the movie"Night at the museum 2" with my friends: SC, E, LY and J. I last watched this movie in 2007. Well, the movie was hilarious of course, however I preferred the Ist movie!

I most preferred , of course my favorite animals: The Monkeys!!!!

I had just added the "Slapping Monkeys!" U can join in the fun, Hahahahahaaaaa!!!!!

A very busy Day!!!

Today, I am on afternoon shift ! My afternoon passed in a blink of an eye. My colleague lu lu , Lijie, wendy and I were so busy from 5 pm onwards. Admission started to flow in, Doctors came to review the cases as they were busy in their clinics at the earlier part of the day! Luckily our jobs completed smoothly.

Towards the end of May, 2009, Today is the day that there was one confirmed case of H1N1 flu infection in Singapore. Luckily the flu was well-managed and it was not spreaded around.

Tomorrow is yet another day, let's hope it will be smooth-sailing!!!

My 2nd Big Family

I am back to the Present

It has been two or more years since I last entered my blog. One of my good friend told me that it seems like I just dissappeared from the face of the earth for a period of time.

Well, for one reason, why I dissappeared!!! Reason= Lazy, ++++ excuses!!!!

Just a brief summary of what I have done for these past years:

Since I graduated, I have been busy spending time working, travelling and hanging around with my very very close colleagues and family!

Anyone who read my blog, will be surprised why I said that! There are such things as colleagues, but no one will probably acknowledged "very close colleagues".

Well, I agreed that I will be probably one of the luckiest person on the face of the earth to have a group of wonderful team members at my working place!

While working, they are serious, committed and most importantly they are most valuable team player!

While playing, they are the most crazious, cranky bunch of people I ever know! They enjoy working PLUS they enjoy LIFE!

When I met colleagues: My BOSSES are included!!!

So I enjoy working more than entering my blog!!! HAHA!!!

I have inserted pictures of my colleages and me!!

Hooray!!! I am going for my holiday!!!!!

Finally, today is Sunday morning....... Right now, the time is 0128hrs, 21st of January.......and I am on night shift!

After 0730hrs, it will be the start of my annual leave.....2 weeks(14 days). I will be spending 8 days in Taiwan.... the remaining 6 days, I will spring cleaning my house, preparing for Chinese Lunar New Year!!! I need to take the opportunity to clear my room of all the unwanted items...
Becoz, the unwanted items are making my room look untidy...

Of Coz, for today: Sunday.... After work. to have a shower and rest....
And later, to pack my lugguage bag and to check if there is anything else I need .......and if I require something..... I can still do a last minute shopping...!!!

Is Marriage always a gamble????

I kept asking myself such a question since yesterday!!

Is marriage a gamble........... Whether is one lucky enough to meet someone, whom is willing to spend the whole life devoted to this lawfully wed husband or wife!!!!!

Or One is so unlucky to meet someone who is not willing to commit themselves, but agreed to get married in order to gain something out of the marriage!!!!!

If you all are just wondering why all of a sudden, I have such thinking.......

Well, let me tell you something....... Since the start of 2007..... I have been meeting people who were not faithful to their spouses.........

" Wife having affair with another man just to get back at her husband whom she claimed he too had an affair years ago....."

In my heart....I was thinking........since the wife already know such behaviour was very bad......BUT I was very surprised that just to get back at the person who hurt you...... you too committed the same mistake: Have an affair with another man!!!!!

Till now I can't understand why people tend to commit the same mistake and they were very sure of the consequences!!!!!!

If u happen to came across my blog..... please feel free to leave me some of your thoughts regarding my question just to clear some of my doubts!!!!

Thank u

A good night at the movies!!!

Wow, after three night duties, finally my off day(Wednesday) 3rd of Jan had arrived, and I needed a one day break badly......

I had spent the whole day doing nothing but sleeping....and surely it did helped me to gain back certain amount of energy!!! And I was also on medication.... coz I had been having cough for the past one week and still I have not yet recovered from it.......Cough Syrup always make me feel drowsy.....This is the reason why I was able to sleep for such long periods......

At 6.20 pm I received a call from my close friend, SC..... and She reminded that we were supposed to me LY at the Vivo City to catch a movie!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... Oh my ........ I was late....... I did reminded someone to wake me up...... but she forgot about it........

Anyway, SC and LY arrived there before me and they bought the 9 pm movies ticket and thereafter they had their dinner there......

Whereas for me, I took my dinner at home..... I reached there at about 8 pm..... and we shop around...... till it was time to be sitted in the theatre

The movie we watched was "Night At The Museum"

I rated this movie- A+

Very wonderful performance and a touching and moving storyline..... Most importantly....... very Funny!!!!!

http://www.nightatthemuseum.com/
This is the official website..... just go in and take a look!!!!

My friends, if u have not watch it yet.....please do not miss it.....

That is all for today....time to rest!!!!

P.S. I reached home almost 12 midnight.......... then I started typing my blog!!

" A New Year 2007!!! "

My first day of the year 2007 was spent at the hospital...... Ha ha..... I am working...... on night duty...... I don't kind of feel excited or extremely happy........ I don't know why??? Maybe I am working..... and maybe because I don't celebrate 1st of January....

But I am looking very very forward to month of January ...... just like I mentioned previously...... I had booked my tour to Taiwan and I will be departing on the 23th and will be returning home on the 31st....... I need a break from working and it is time for me to have a getaway.......
My close friend, LY will be with me on the trip.......

"With Warmest Wishes From Me: Happy New Year, Everyone and May all have a good year ahead!!"

2007-----What lies ahead????

It seemed to be months since I entered my last entry .......... since May till December!!! Today is the 31st December 2006.... and today is my little friend's birthday!!!! Her name is Micaela........

" Dearest Micaela, Happy Birthday!!! Tanjobi Omedeto Gozimusu!!!"

When I am typing my entry.... I am actually working Night Shift @ 0300hrs.... Time flies, One day more..... and it will be a brand new year...... 2007.....

I wish that 2007 will be a good year ahead for me..... for my family, friends and colleagues.....

I will be working tomorrow too on night shift.... So I will be counting down at my work place with my colleague.......

I am also looking forward to my first planned trip to Taiwan in January 2007..... Wish it will be safe, fun and enjoyable.........

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year......

Sick and Lethargy

Wow, Today is a cloudy and rainy Mother's day....

I woke up quite late this morning, around 1030hrs, I was so tired, cause I was dragged out of bed, by my mobile phone.... My brother called me at around 0400hrs in the morning to wake me up to open the door for him!!

I was so mad..... Why couldn't he bring his keys when he knows that he will be returning home in the weel hours of the morning!! After opening the door for him, I couldn't fall back asleep, until around 0530 hrs, I managed to doze off to dreamland.....

However, it seems like minutes later, I heard my grandma calling my name and asking me to get up..... She was asking me to go th the doctors, as I am having a bad cough and sore throat....

I got up minutes later, washed myself up and took my breakfast slowly at my own sweet time...
My grandma told me that she was going to the market, and so I left the house, minutes later after she left....
Just as I had reached the void deck of my house, my cousin, JT called me and asked where was grandma....... My uncle , my aunt and JT was here to bring grandma out for lunch to celebrate "Mothers' Day" So we went to the market to search for her, yet in the end she was at home....

So JT accompanied me to see the neighbourhood doctor......After the short consultation, I was given some antibiotics, cough mixture,flu tablets and some lozenges..... Actually JT too was sick , but she did not see the doctor...

In the end, we did not went out for lunch, as today is a celebrative mood, my uncle has good business to do, so my grandma refuse to go and wanted him to go and earn his living....So my uncle just gave her an Ang Bao, and left with my aunt and JT...

After I took the medicine, I was so drowsy that while mopping the floor, I fell asleep standing up....please it is true...... I am not exaggerating....
After mopping the floor, I quickly ironed my brother's army uniform and my clothes...... so that my task can be finished and I can go and rest....

And now since all my task are finished, I should go to bed now and rest....... Wish that tomorrow will be a better day .....

I am back, Finally!!

It had been half a year since I last wrote my last entry !!
Something had happened and it stopped me from typing my blog! At first, I thought it will a fast recovery, but I was wrong..... It took me half a year to regain back my energy and my confidence to type out my daily happenings !!

Hereby, I shall apologize and thank my friends, who took pains to remind me that I had stopped writting my blog for a long time, and it is due time for me to forget about the whole incident and life have to go on!

Well, for starters, I had finished my exam and my PRCP attachments and now I returned to my sponsor and started working.... Everyone was surprised that I started work so early without any holidays break! But I am satisfied enough to start work , as I will be getting back my usual pay, instead of a student's one!!

Anyway, I was sent to a very comfortable working environment and my colleagues are all very nice people, they are very patient with me and ensuring that I had a comfortable time at work...
So I am very thankful for that!!

My next goal will be to be able to work independently for next days to come .... and to be polite and thankful to everyone for their guidance....

That's for all... I will be entering more.......

A boring attachment period!!!

I had started my nursing attachment in hospital for one week and two days, it was kind of " Sian!" ( It means boring and tiring!)

I had wake up at 0500hrs if I am in the morning shift, cause the bus journey from my home to the hospital will take about 1 1/2 hrs..

And now, our afternoon shift starting time of had changed from 1300hrs to 1330 hrs and going home at 2130hrs instead of 2100hrs...

Nowadays, I will reached home at 2300hrs if I am in the afternoon shift!!!!

P.S. Hope Tomorrow will be a better day!!!

A good day at Sentosa, Singapore!!

Today, I woke up very early to get myself ready for the day. I am going to Sentosa with my two close friends L and M, we had known one another for almost 11 years. As my two friends also stayed in the same neighbourhood as me, we met up with one another and went to Sentosa by the north-east line MRT. We reached Harbour Front at around 1030hrs, and had our breakfast at a food centre near the Harbour front bus interchange. After we had finished our breakfast, we proceeded to board the bus that will bring us into Sentosa.

Sentosa is an island that lies just half a kilometre (a quarter of a mile) away from the southern coast of the main island of Singapore. It is considered as Singapore's premier island resort getaway with multi-faceted appeal, teeming with events all year round.

We reached the island at around 1055hrs, and we went on to buy the admission tickets and the bus ticket which cost us S$3/- . We took a map and began our exploration on the island, There are 4 colours line buses that help us to get around the island; Blue, Yellow, Green and Red. We first boarded the blue line and see when will it bring us to.

At first, we wanted to go to the volcanoland, but it was not opened yet, so went on walking to see which attraction we can go..

The first attractions which we went, was the artists village. It was a small house that had many workshop rooms for the artist to draw and design their art pieces.. We were unable to understand the artist's point of view but still we enjoy their art work.

Then we went on to the Beach, there are altogether 4 beaches: Siloso, Palawan, Dolphin lagoon and Tanjong beach, strolling down the beach in "black T-shirt" So warm!! There was a long bridge leading to another small island, it was known as the Southernmost Point of Continental Asia, we lingered around there for a while, then went on strolling on the beach... It was a Saturday, and it is also considered as Family Day in Singapore, there was alot of families playing games organized by different organizations...... Later we came across a strange looking 'thing" There were no young men sitting on and turning round and round , some sort of like a " merry-go-round" . There were only enough room for 4 persons, as there were only three of us, it seems unbalance turning.... So each of us got down by turns, leaving only two persons sitting and then pushed hard...... It was fun going round, but later I felt giddy and call it quits.....

After the merry-go-round, we then tried to get out from the beach , but we had no idea, which bus to take, so we went on a beach tram and it sent us to the bus stop!!! We then took the bus bus and went to the Cable car Arrival plaza. when we got there, we wanted to try out the Sentosa luge : it consisted of Chairlift that is another form of cable car, except it is much lower and is opened to the surroundings.... and it also consist of a luge ride, which we had to put on head helmets and it seemed as a board with wheels and it was easy to drive!!! So much Fun we had there......

Later we procceded to the tickets counter to purchase a sentosa package!!

Sentosa Experience Package :
Island admission
The Merlion admission
Sky Tower admission
Cinemania
Fort Siloso
Cable Car

We added the top-up options,
Top-Up Option*Retail Price at S$10.00 Adult & S$7.00 Child
Cinemania (2 rides)
Light snack at Delifrance

After we had purchased our packages, we went to have our lunch at the Subway restaurant, and it was sumptous feast...

we first start with the Carlsberg sky tower tour, Asia's tallest observation tower at 135cm and it moves 360 degrees, a fine experiences!!

On the way to the merlion tower, the surroundings consisted of many pools and fountain, I managed to trick M and she was " wetten" by me!! haha!!!(splashing water at her!!)

Then we moved on to the merlion tower, seeing unknown sea creatures, watching a cartoon video of history of Singapore, later we managed to go to the top and the mouth of the merlion to view the expansive surroundings of Sentosa. Upon admission, we were given two tokens and as we exit the merlion, we inserted the coin into a four- headed lions heads and received a small gift... a keychain!!
Before we left the merlion, there was Delifrance, and we made use of our package to collect our light snacks...... then we went on to the next attractions, Volcanoland!!!
As the snacks was getting messy, L & M finished the food at the Volcanoland, and they finished my portion as I was still very full.

The vocanoland consist of models of different types of dinosaurs and there were education on the bones of the dinosaurs, there were also multiple sensory exploration inside the vocanoland!!

We then proceeded to the cinemania, before we queue fot the ride, each of us bought a T-shirt, "Cinemania". Then it was time to start the ride, we experienced armchair ride through tunnels and steep slope at fast speed!! This was more for children, for us, it seems alright!!

After this, we then went to tour the Orchid gardens and it was free of charge, We relax in this colourful garden, with a pool full of koi fishes...

Our last attractions we visited, was the Magical Show at the musical fountain, There were lights, sound and lasers and it turned out to be wonderful and beautiful ,there was also the Sentosa monkey Kiki!!! The three of us best enjoyed this show, it was really magical!! However, it started raining heavily through the half of the show, and luckily, we brought along our umbrellas and stayed on to finish the show!!!!

After the magical show, we decided it was late, and we had to return home, so we embarked our last journey in Sentosa, took the green line bus and proceeded to the cable car station.... There were 4 stations.... Sentosa-->Harbour front building-->Mount faber-->Harbourfront buiding --->Sentosa, however we sat to mount faber and harbour front building , and then we walked to the MRT station.....

It was fun but tiring, and luckily we had Sunday to rest!!!

P.S. We spent almost S$70/-plus just alone in Sentosa, and we had not finished all the attractions which the island have offered!!!

Majong day!!!

Today is a beautiful day.......but the weather today was not ideal for outing, so I stayed at home!!!! I began the day by first clearing my messy study table.... cause my exam was finally over and it is time to have fun!!!Everyone in the house kept complaining of feeling stuffy and warm..... So we switched on the air-condition in my dad's room. ( The only room with air-con in the entire house!)
After I had tidy up my room, I was kind of feeling bored.... So I read some story books. newspapers, watched Television programmes....but after a while, I was tired and there was no more mood to continue what I was doing.....
Later, something came into my mind..... MAJONG!!! I had not play that for urges.... the last time I touched the game was during the Lunar Chinese New Year.... And Today, my two aunts were at home for the holidays, my brother was at home too....So I suggested that and they all agreed to play...
Hours later, I began to regret playing MAJONG!! Cause I was lossing money, both my aunts were also losing money!!! ( All three of us were losing to a person) ------> My brother!!!
We decided that we had to do something to change his luck, so we called our cousin K over!!! My cousin K is one person very good at playing majong!!!
We thought that our luck was going to change, but unfortunately......our luck still remained as bad as ever!!!! We still lost, my cousin K lost too!!! -----> to him( MY BROTHER)My brother won around $70/- plus!!!
But I am the luckiest to lose only $ 10/- They lost around $ 20/- plus!!!
P.S. The moral of the story tells you > Never play majong with a young man who is stll in army!!!!!
Ok.... that is all for the today....and tommorow I will be out having fun with my friends!!!!

My brother is back home after two weeks of tough training!!!

Haiz..........I am so sleepy!!!!!!! I slept at around 2am this morning......and woke up at 9.30am.......Excited...... Cannot sleep!!!!!

I waited for my brother to return home after his two weeks BMT!!! He was supposed to reached home by 9pm last night, by due to some events, he was delayed...... So he reached home at around 1am.....

When I looked at him.....!!!!! I actually shouted!!!! HE LOOKED SO DIFFERENT.... HE ACTUALLY PUT ON WEIGHT, LOOKED VERY VERY TANNED!!!!!
BUT STILL AS GOOD-LOOKING AS BEFORE!!!!! ( hahahahaha!!! hey, i am telling the truth!! My brother is one handsome guy!!!My friends will know whether I am telling the truth or not!!!)

I almost could not recognise that he is my brother!!!!

Everyone of us, were very excited ........started asking him alot of questions about his training!!!!

He enjoyed his training but the training was very tough!!!! And this two weeks of training..... was still known as the "HONEYMOON PERIOD"!!!!

Next monday.....His training will be even tougher!!!!! So he said he will enjoy his weekend at home!!!!

He told me a lot of stories........about his army mates, his training, and many others........
However, I will share it with my gang of close friends in school!!!!

Ok, that is all for now..... My brother is calling me.... more stories is on the way!!!!

Another side of me----> Violent

Today is a very fast-paced day.... I woke up at around 10.30 in the morning, revised some of my notes.........Later I felt quite bored, read some chinese on-line novels......When I looked at the clock.....It was already 3pm in the afternoon, I got to prepare to go to school, my clinical lab lesson is starting in one hour time.......

However, I was late for 10 minutes and luckily, my lecturer was not angry with me!!!

She taught us on Total Parenteral nutrition (TPN), how to administer it to our patients, how to function the TPN pump..... It was a very boring subject...... But still everyone in the class have to learn to manipulate the pump!!!!!

Later, our lecturer wanted me to demonstrate how a dressing was being done on a patient with a central venous line......

I was very nervous and was worried that I could not do it right!!!!

But in the end....我只好硬着头皮上！！！

I thought all my classmates will encourage and support me through our that ordeal.....but SADLY..... Some of them BOO and laughed at me!!!! ( I know that they are just making fun of me but that really still hurt me badly!!)

我感到非常伤心！！ 怎么可以这样对我的呢！我已经尽全力了呀！！

可我还是对我自己说：“加油！不要被这些人看贬！！！！“

如果再有下次，那一些人又再说风凉话，我一定会好好嗨扁他们一顿！！ 尝尝被我打的滋味！！

老虎不发威把我当病猫！！！

My luck is on the rise!!!!

Today, my luck seems better......when I woke up, my eyes was not so swollen and red as compaired to yesterday!!!

However, I again stared at the computer, to finish up our group essay...... ( that same old Osteoporosis project....but this round our group have to submit a 1500 words essay) So this morning, I worked very hard.....coz the due date is near: Monday 17/10/05 , and we have to submit it with our end-product (A handout) by 5pm and no later than that!! Otherwise it will not be accepted and we will get " ZERO MARKS"

In between, I had some short period of rest, to prevent straining my eyes, and to instill my prescribed eye medication....

Around 6.30pm, my brother called home......."Hey sis, I just finished my daily training!! So how is every one at home? how is Ah ma?" ( "Ah ma"- short for grandmother)

I managed to tease him
ME: "Hey what time you woke up every morning?"
Vin: " I wake up at 5 o'clock every morning! Why?"
ME: " Hee, nothing, just want to let you know I woke up at around 10 o'clock every day!"
Vin: " .................... Go and eat shit!"
hahahaha, that really feel good to do that to him!!!!!!hahahaaha!!!

In between our conversation, I could hear his army mates shouting and talking in the background......

Before he hung up, he spoke to our grandmother for a short while......

Then my friend AUD who left for Australia for a new job there, signed in to the MSN, and we managed to have a short but sweet chit on-line....

Now I am in a very good mood...... Hope nothing will spoilt it!!!!!
Ok for now.....got to have my shower!!!!

P. S. ---> Hope everyday from now on... will be a happy and peaceful time for all the people around me.....Especially for my family and friends who are kind of upset these days

My friends--> Hope u all will be in happiness wherever u go!!!

Health points were very low lately!!!

Oh my god....lately my health is not very good!!!!! First, I sprained my leg.......then inflammation and oedema arised due to allergy and sensitively to the chinese medicated oilment...... then today I developed conjunctivitis in my right eye!!!!

"Sob" "Sob" I spent alot of money in seeing doctor for this month! I am going broke soon...

Haiz, I may had gotten up from the wrong side of the bed...... (but I have been getting up from this side of the bed ever since I moved in!!!!)

Today was a total chaos for me to handle...... Woke up, could not open my right eye...... realized that something was not right....Jumped out of bed......rushed to the toilet....looked into the mirror....... true enough.... my eye is swollen again!!!( This is a recurrent problem)

Immediately I went to the polyclinic to see the doctor!!!

Like all people, when you are sick...you will definately be extremely anxious and frustrated the health problem!!!

This morning, while I was at the polyclinic, I presented the same symptoms..... At first, I was quite alright, as this is the same old health problem....but as time was running out for me, cause I had a lesson in the morning....and yet I was still waiting to be registered....

(In Polyclinics, the waiting time is extremely long!!! you got to have extreme good patience to wait for your turn.....to be registered, to see the doctor and to collect your medication....
The reason why polyclinics are so crowded with people, it is because the doctor's consultation fees and medication fees are much lower than GPs-private clinics)

I chose to go to polyclinic WHY? - very near, just directly opposite my flat and it is cheaper....

I was getting so upset and frustated because I waited for 2 hours and was not yet registered..... It got worse later because the lady who registered me put me to consult the doctor who was in-charge to see babies and toddlers.... Oh my.... there were cute babies all around me and I could not play with them, fearing that I may passed the infection to them....

Another upset thing was, There were too many patients for this doctor that it seemed my call number will never appear!!!!!!!

The doctor gave me two days MC...... but I still went to school anyway.....coz I don't want to miss my clinical lab lesson....if I missed this, I got to replace it!!!!

ok that is all... I want to go and rest now!!!!
P.S. Hope the rest of the days goes by....my luck will get better!!!

A boring day at school!!!!

So Boring.....Come to school only for 2-3hours.......The first 2 hours were lectures, and the 1 hour was booked for our group discussion for our Osteoporosis proposal essay.....

All of us were having Question Marks all over in our head!!!! Don't know whether how to start composing that 1500 words essay....

Luckily, S (One of my group members) managed to distribute the work equally among the six of us.....

After that short discussion, J , M and YL went home, leaving Z doing her mental health project with her assigned group members....S and I want to our school computer lab to check our e-mails and type our blog ( which I am doing so now!!!) After this, we will then proceed to the library to either study there, or may be I will just borrow some books to refer for exam and then go home......

There are so many hours left.... I don't want to waste the time, doing nothing...

Time now is very precious for us!!!! The exams are just round the corner....have to work extremely hard!!!!

Maybe later on the way home, I will just go and check out the VCDS shop if the drama series I have been waiting for long , is out for sale or not........ (王子变青蛙 Part 3)

I have been waiting for this part 3, for almost three weeks...... This drama series is very ideal for the whole family entertainment.... I really recommend this drama series!!!

Usually, I don't really watch Taiwanese Idol drama series.. but this one is quite exceptional....The story line is not boring, and the characters cast are all very very lively.... They really can brighten up your day..... And mostly importantly.... in combination with the background sound and music, and the way they express themselves and their actions!!!

Two words to describe: Extemely Hilarious!!!

That is for all now!!!! Got to go to library.... and Study, study, study....... Haiz!!!!!

加油，我一定行！！！
P.S. 我一定要努力念书！不可以临时抱佛脚！！！（咳，说得容易， 做得难！我现在就想看电视节目！！）

Peaceful Tuesday morning.....

Today, my leg is now much better than yesterday!!!

The red patches are also subsiding, but at a much slower rate!!!

Haiz, now I am in my school computer lab typing this blog...... as you may wonder why I am so free...... ( THe time is actually my free period--> for self-study period)

I actually started to revise on my work, cause my exam is just round the corner....so must work extremely hard!!!!!

Ok, that is all for now.....I got to go......( my lunch box is waiting for me ......so HUNGRY!!)

P.S. wish today is a nice and peaceful day to pass....

Blue, blue Monday!!!

Today is a real blue Monday.....

I was kind of tired and bored ...... I don't really understand why I felt this way.....

Maybe because I was not physical well...however the oedema on my leg was subsiding slowly.... and I was able to walked properly....

When I was in school, i felt much better, because I was not alone...I had the company of my friends....

But when I reached home, there was the feeling of emptiness, it kept hogging me....
my grandma and my dad was home.....but I don't want to chit chat with them....coz they will definately asked me to go and study.....haha...( Actually, because my chit chat is always very lame....thus they cannot understand, so that is why they don't want to talk to me!!!)

Haiz... i really missed my brother very much.....(he is still in the army having his basic military training)....he is the one who will play, chit chat and quarrel with me.... now he is busy with his embarkment to manhood..... I was left alone for the first time... to have everything in the house to my mercy!!! hahaha!!!

While I am typing this blog, he called me.... the first thing I asked was: "so how is it, do you feel tired?" The answer was : " very very tired!!! "

After that expected answer, He said: "I want to speak to ah ma, please call her."
(He missed my grandmother very much.....I can feel that, because everytime he called, he will definately want to speak to my grandmother!!!!

(My grandmother brought us up, thus this kinship bond is very, very strong and it can never be broken!!!)

My leg swelled up to look like pig trotters!!!

My leg has not yet recover....instead it got worse this morning..... I discovered that my right leg was swollen, and i was worried!!!! (My leg really looked like pig trotters)

I spent the first part of the day trying to diagnose what was wrong with my leg!!! There was also a huge patch of redness on the right ankle area!!!!
My own diagnosis: Oedema due to my sprain!!!

In the evening, around 8pm, I went to see the GP ( private physician) . The doctor dignosised that my leg was swollen because of inflammatory process of my skin....due to
( allergy to some kind of chinese medicate oil) and most importantly: I scatched!!!

Because of the inflammation, the channels were all blocked up, the fluids was unable to flow, thus it presented oedema!!!
I even called up my friends and asked them if they want to eat pig trotters or not!!!!!

So i was given tablet anti-histamine, anti-inflammatory ( prednesolone) and some topical cream to apply on the patch of redness!!

And to also prop up my leg at all times, to reduce the oedema!!

A journey that all Singaporean men have to embark on!!!!

Today is a very important day for my family because my younger brother had embarked on a journey which every man in Singapore has to go through....... Which is : THE NATIONAL SERVICE!!!

My brother was always very keen in entering the army..... this is what he always wanted!!

Finally, the enlistment letter was sent to him and the enlistment date is 7th October 2005! which is today!!!

A few days ago, my brother was very excited, went out shopping for the things he need to use while in camp. He packed all the things in a very big bag.... it just gave me a thought that he was going on a travel trip with his friends....but who on earth, on a travel trip will just bring along only briefs, snake powder, shavers, hangers, washing powder, slippers, toileteries, an alarm clock, a touch light and 1 pair of locks?????

But anyway...these are what he will need in the camp..... clothes will be provided....!!!

Last night, I kept teasing him.... that he is not allowed to come home for 2 weeks.... can't use the computer to chat with his friends on line.... can't listen to music......he has to sleep and wake up very early.... He can't sleep in his own bed with his own pillow and bolster.... He has to bathe with cold water...there is no heater there.... AND most importantly, there will be no one who will wash his briefs for him!!!!! hahaha!!!!

He was very excited at first but as the time gets nearer and nearer.... he admited that he was starting to miss home already.... hahahaha!!!!

My dad said there will be one period for him... that he has to wear his briefs inside out for one week!!!! yuck!!! then must be very itchy....so must put alot of snake powder to relieve the itch!!!! hahahah!!!!

Right now he is already in the camp..... Even though he just left the house for a few hours, I am begining to miss him already!!!!

Anyway, never mind!!!! He promises my grandma that he will call home every night before he sleep!!!!!!

I am very sure that my brother will be more mature when he finished his army training!!!!

P.S. Oh ya !!! ONE more thing!!! He will also be more tanned and muscular too when he return home after his two weeks of training!!!!
Oh !!! I can't wait to listen to all his stories about his army training!!!!!!

Toilet day??

I sprained my ankle yesterday.......sob sob..... it is painful....!!!
But luckily I have the best grandma in the whole world.... she take good care of ME!!!

Hahahaha...... I just finished my clinical theory test 3 hours ago....Haiz.... don't know whether can pass or not...????

Never mind... anyway it is already over....what to do.... !!!

but today...there are alot of strange, funny things happening in school....
...... and strangely enough all the funny strange things all took place in the toilet....hahaha!!!!

when my gang of friends read this....they will know what I am actually talking about!!!!

-someone actually slammed the toilet door shut in an aggressive manner and gave us a big shock while we were studying for our test....!!!!

- then someone actually forgot to locked the cubicle door while doing business inside.....!!! truely, deeply very strange!!!!

Continued with some more interesting Quotes!!

Darrin Weinberg: It matters not whether you win or lose, what matters is whether I win or lose..

Jerry Seinfeld: It is amazing that the amount of news that happens in the world everyday always just exactly fits the newspaper.

Behind every successful woman, is a man who is surprised?

Complex Problems have simple, easy to understand wrong answers!!!

The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows your flaws and differences and yet willingly embraces you with so much LOVE!

Some stupid questions and some interesting Quotes!!!

Here are some of stupid questions with smart answers..... these are few years back, where my friends e-mailed me...

Boy: May I hold your hand?
Girl: No thanks, it isn't heavy.

Girl: Say you love me! Say you love me!
Boy: You love me...

Girl: If we become engaged, will you give me a ring??
Boy: Sure, what's your phone number??

Girl: I think the poorest people are the happiest.
Boy: Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple.

Girl: Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
Boy: Don't you ever want to improve??

Man: You remind me of the sea.
Woman: Because I am wild, romantic and exciting?
Man: No, because you make me sick.

Wife: You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
Husband: You tell a woman something, it goes in both ears and comes out of her mouth.

Mary: John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly. What do you think, Peter?
Peter: A bit of both. I think you are pretty ugly.

Teacher: "Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?"
Pupil: "The moon."
Teacher: "Why?"
Pupil: " The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light in the day when we don't need it."

Waiter: Would you like your coffee black?
Customer: What other colours do you have?

Patient: What are the chances of my recovering, doctor?
Doctor: One 100%. Medical records have shown that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case that I 've treated. The others all died.

Teacher: Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?
Student: Sir, my mother and father got married on the same day and at the same time.


HERE ARE SOME QUOTES BY FAMOUS PEOPLE!!!!

Albert Einstein: Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl, and it seems like a minute. That's relativity!

Robert Frost: The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get into the office.

Franklin P. Jones: The trouble with being puntual is that nobody's there to appreciate it.

Help a man when he is in trouble and he will remember you when he is in trouble!!

Most people are only alive because it is illegal to shoot them!

Forgive your enemies but remember their names!!

I am touched!!

Wow!!! Today I am able to type my blog because I am in a better mood..... I finally passed the clinical skill practical test....Even though to me... I had not really done well in this test....I am still relieved it is all over now!!!!

However, on Thursday....I am going to have my theory test..... I better work hard now..... Cause there is really a lot more to study!!!!

But Today.... it is very fortunate of me to have my good friends in school to revise my test with me.... Give me all the encouraging energy even though some of them are busy with their own things.... I am very very touched by their support for me.... Hereby a BIG HUG & BIG BIG KISS for all of you!!!

M friends: Good Luck for all of your coming clinical practical test!!!! U can do it!!! YEH!!!

THANK YOU!!! ARIGATO GOZAIMASU

When I am in love

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

My Inner child

Your Inner Child Is Scared

Like a kid, you tend to shy away from new experiences.You prefer what's tried and true - novelty is scary!New foods, new places, and new friends are difficult for you to deal with.Some say you're predictable, but you enjoy being comfortable.

How Is Your Inner Child?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.Shy and private, you yearn for security.You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

The Keys to Your Heart

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My whole body aches!!!

Oh my god..... this morning when I woke up..... my whole body felt like it was taken apart....every parts simply ached....

Today at school, everything was fine..... it was until our presentation for the AMI....It was totally chaotic and was a little too brief.... but I don't blamed the lecturer for saying that... cause we were really slacked in our work!!!

But anyway.... I was relieved, cause I had finished all my presentation.... it is just that I had to get ready for my clinical skills test on this coming Tuesday!!!

And right one more thing.... my semester end- exam is just round the corner and so I had to start working extreme hard to revise my studies!!!!

And right now... All I can say is, my body aches are getting worse.... so I have to stop and good night!!!!!

NAPFA Test

The weather is cool and windy after a heavy rain..... so lucky!!!! why??
Cause today is our NAPFA test!!! What is it.... it is actually a test of our fitness!!!

The Test consist of : standing broad jump, one minute sit-up,Inclined pull ups, sit-and-reach , 4X10m shuttle run and lastly 2.4km run!!!!!

I am able to pass all except the 2.4km run....I could not reach the destination in the acquired time frame, but I tried all my might to finish running the 6 rounds(2.4km) at our stadium, and I succeeded... I was so worn out that I could feel that my heart was able to jump out of my chest....

Overall feelings: very happy, satisfied !!!!!

WHY???

Because our class had a very good team spirit!!! Even though some of us are very bad at physical fitness achievement, but we still gave one another great moral support and this is the most needed !!!

So even thoughI failed this test... but there is one thing that never fails.....which is.....

SUPPORT , TEAM SPIRIT & FRIENDSHIP!!!!

After we finished the test, took a shower in school and then we proceeded to have our dinner......AND we did not went home, instead we stayed in the school library to do our discussion for the tutorial presentation on friday!!!

BLUR Blur Blur!!!!

OK.... this part here is directly contributed to myself....

Cause it is not fair for me to make fun of my friends..... where I am always laughing....

There is one day... which was on friday 16/09/05, where I actually made blunders of our presentation....

My team members were all having their lunch break except me... I did not have any appetite so I concentrated on our tutorial presentation notes......

In our notes, there was two sentences that were supposed to be on the second sheet of paper... was on the first sheet.... So I actually copied it on to the second sheet....

M was the last presenter..... while presenting she actually paused for a second and then continued....

Later I asked what happened... why did she paused for a while???

she told me it was my fault!!!
Why??? cause i traded the correct word: MEDICATION with FOOD!!!!
and it doesn't match!!!!!!

I think I was thinking about food and everybody was eating infront of me and thus I wrote in FOOD!!!!!

And the best part was later..... I again stepped on M's skirt while going down the stairs!!!!!

Luckly she did not fall!!!! BUT that was not really my main concern.... I was real worried that I might tear her skirt and thenYou know what will happen!!!!!!!!

"OUT OF SERVICE!"

We finished our lesson at around 6pm in the evening... and together we strolled to the MRT station and bus interchange. M, YL, S and I take bus, while the rest board the train home..

Something actually happened at the train station.......

YL and Z wanted to check the balance amount in their ez-link card, so we followed them.....

Something funny happened, Z inserted her card and the next thing happened was: Her card actually got stuck and then the ticket machine actually showed "OUT OF SERVICE!"
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
Why Stuck?? Because the card had four spilt corners

Z actually accidentally caused a ticket machine in the MRT station to break down!!!
We all laughed and it was really funny!!!!!

She asked the staff for help and managed to remove her card.....so later she tried to change a new card.... but it was unsuccessful.... and she need to pay!!!!

So in the end, the ticket counter staff actually repaired it by securing the four corners with scotch tape.....!!!!!

HAHAHA!!!!

Finally...... I am free to express my feelings that had accumulated for the past one week!!!

Ah...... I had been so busy with my mental health project that I am unable to do other things for the past one week..... My mental health project was actually on a case study about aggression!! I was worried that I may develope aggression while trying my best to finish it!!!

I always thought that stress may be a little problem to me.... but it turned out to be untrue..... Only for this aggression subject.... it actually stressed me till I had an panic attack..... Can't sleep well at night..... woke up a couple of times in the middle of my sleep...... I even dreamed that some of my team members turned aggressive and violent towards me while presenting out subject!!!

This is a real nightmare!!! maybe because like what my lecturer said..... We think too much !!!!!
This is true.... cauze We had a lot of our information but We just don't know how to present it to the class and in a very fun and funny way!!!!

But anyway: All I can do is to just present it in my way.... I can't think anymore.... All I know is to present it on Friday and that is it!!!!

Finally on friday.... we presented our work.... it may not be what we expected.... but I was really really relieved at the end..... coz it was over.... Some may think it was badly done.... but I am very happy coz we had presented our best!!!

My whole weekend was a real break for me...... doing the things I need and want to do!!!

Now my new homework: Finish up my part for the next presenatation
(Acute Myocardial Infaction)
on this coming Friday!!!

The most talkative day in my entire life

"Oh my god, I have never been so talkative in my entire life before.....!!!!"
Do not misunderstood my this sentence.... Actually today I went to work as nurse giving simple education on Oseoporosis and AnlinMilk Products.....

My venue was at Jurong Point, a shopping Mall at Boon Lay..... Saturday were extremely crowded with people, and worse still, my seat is just infront of the NTUC cashier point.....

" Spent at least minimium $10 at NTUC, and will have a free Bone density Scan..."

So this sentence was on a poster, everyone who walked past, will sure to want to do the scan....

So the queue was terribly long, so I had to talk non-stop......

Most of ones who queued were aunties and uncles..... My work start from 12noon and end at 8pm. I only manged to rest for only 15mins through out the period....

Now, I have phobia of aunties and NTUC!!!!

The worst tutorial presentation ever in my history!!!

Today is a very very "so called" terrible day..... As always on Friday....we have no lectures, but we do have tutorials... We started in the morning at 11am, as usual I was almost late, but luckly I made it on time...... I do enjoy my first tutorial by my "crazy & funny lecturer.......Ms D....
She had taught us, how to spot questions for the coming exam, and how to give "A" grade answers..... so I managed to pay great attention to this mental health tutorial.....

As for the two remaining tutorials, I could only describe it as "TERRIBLE+++++".....

Each time, before coming for the tutorials, we were all supposed to read the tutorials questions in our manual, discuss in our own sub-group and come prepared to share our answers with the class...
However, we made a mistakes, that actually the whole sub-group were to be involved in the presentation, and however, We only sent two representatives.....

So the Whole sub-group went up to front and it was a total chaos!!!!!

That was the worst presentation, I had ever done since the day, I joined NYP!!!

So we put all our hearts into the next tutorial presentation, which was on Oncology..... We went out.... presented our hard work... AND "wala!!!" It was really not appreciated by the lecturer!!

My heart really sank deep...... Why do I said that..... BECAuse...... We did not really presented HER ideal answers


THE BEST PART OF THIS ONCOLOGY TUTORIAL IS THAT: we have not even start the lectures!!!! Maybe these tutorials were supposed to help us to get prepared for the topic????? I don't know.... I am begining to have phobia on this tutorial!!!!

Anyway.... the tutorial is all over now..... SO throw it to the back of my head and just don't think it about it...

OK..... but at least, the lab session was interesting.... with a good teacher and enough of practice!!

When a patient collapsed in the ward.... what should the nurse do and how is the response????

It was fun!!!!! but this skill is included in the test assessment... SO when that day comes..... It is not going to be fun but stressful!!!

Ok... I am going to stop here..... got to start doing my homework!!!

Hair-do -->"Lawyer's Wig"

Haiz, i had forgotten to type what happened yesterday in school..... But anyway I am just to lazy to type .... So I will just type what happened to school today!!!!

This morning, I was almost late for my clinical lab.... As our main lab lecturer is always busy with her meetings, so we kind of like, always having different lecturers to come and relieve her position as our teacher.... On Monday, we were told that we would be having two different teachers teaching us for the time being..... So i thought today, I would taught by the one whom everyone fear of.... but to my relief , it was not her....but someone else....

Later in the morning, we went to the library to discuss our tutorial homework.... as we are suppose to present it tomorrow morning!!!

Today is another funny day...... Do anyone ever experience looking at photos whom you thought they look really awful!!!!! I mean: you could not imagine that he or she will look like that..... hahaha.... I know it is bad of me to make fun of others..... but I can tell the picture is really my friend, he just looked totally comical.....

Actually my this friend who is a he..... J, the only guy in my class.....lost his important document.... so he had to bring along his passport as proof to deal with somthing. U know: when we get hold of someone's passport;identity card;or anything that would have a photo on it.... We can't resist to take a look at the face!!!!

So J actually warned us that the photo was real awful, but u know: Curosity always kill the cat...... We don't mind it but just want to get our "eyes" on it....

So he showed it to us..... after looking at it..... everyone who saw it broke into crazy laughter......
I know it was very bad attitude to do that, but we just can't help it....ahahahaha

My friend Z actually said something I don't know whether it was a complement or a sarcastic remark, saying that his hair-do actually looks like " The wig of a lawyer in court!" hahahaha

Sorry, J ......But thank you for your tolerance of our bad remarks........

NOW!!!! I sincerely pray that tomorrow during our oncology tutorial ...... our dearest lecturer will not lecture us again..... for our presentation.....

Why do I say that..... She is a lady who is very strict...... but sometimes I feel that the way she talk to us (the students), she really can hurt someone.... I don't know how to really explain it....The way she speak, it presented as if " we are all dummies!" hahahaha..... I really don't know how to put it in words....Any way.... just wish my whole class " Good Luck tomorrow!!"

A funny day at school

Hey.....it is a nice tuesday........ I start school today at 10am....... My first lesson today was module HS 3055 D2 Care of Elderly....The lecturer who taught us this module is a very cute and funny lady..... her lesson is never boring instead it was very enjoyable...... At first, I thought that this module is going to be a dull subject..but to my suprise, it was totally the opposite....


Today..... the lesson was on Constipation in the elderly....... It was until today, that all of us in the lecture theatre realized that she had no front teeth......How did we discover that????? Oh.... that was easy, coz when she cracked a joke about faeces..... she herself laughed and we saw the empty slot in the centre..... But anyway she was a nice lady...... so we couldn't bear to laugh at her.....Instead we laughed at her joke......

Let me shared her joke with you:

There was this Indian who want to a shop somewhere in the world.... He wanted to buy some dog food ...... the boss of the shop was an Englishman took a look at him and thought that he was crazy and said: " If you want to buy dog's food, you must bring your dog here and then I will sell you the dog's food!" So the Indian man left and return with his dog. The Englishman then sold the dog food to him.....
Somedays later, this Indian man went back to the shop, and this round he want to buy cat's food .....then same thing, the Englishman wanted to see the cat, before he sell him the cat's food... The Indian man brought the cat and then bought the cat's food...

This time, theIndian realized that the Shop owner wanted proof of what he needed....and so the next time, he went to the shop, he brought along a big plastic ..... the Englishman put his hand into the plastic and pull something out..... to his Horror.... it was faeces...... The Englishman shouted " You idiot!!" The Indian man said innocently: " Hehe, I need Toilet paper.....!"

HaHAhahahahahaha!!!!!!

" We finally make it through our presentation!!"

" YES!!! YES!!" We had done our presentation well!!"

There are two stones hanging in my heart..... One of the stones had been thrown back into the sea......But there is one more .......it is still related to my Osteoporosis Project.... which is to put all that we had presented into writting form and hand in to my lecturer as an essay with 1500 words.....Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Now I have to start on with my mental health project: Aggression......Presentation next week!!!!!

Ok... that all for now.....Coz I have to go and prepare my notes for the mental health group discusssion........ Still Busy........

" We finally make it through our presentation!!!"

Final Countdown!!!

I think I will be gaining alot of weight.... WHY? coz I have been eating alot since Saturday....

Saturday was my best & closest friend Sara's birthday..... She treated me to me a sumptuous Feast at a chinese resturant..... and 4 hours later...... we went to starbucks and had some creamy cakes and desserts.....

So it is impossible for me to slim down now!!!!!

Busy.....Busy......Very Busy......Still Busy...... Today is Sunday.... It is suppose to be a relaxing day for me but...... I still had to continued to do the final touch up on my project.... Coz tomorrow is the day of my presentation.... I went to YL's house in Simei, typed up our log sheet and statistics...... YL's aunt too cooked a wonderful meal for us>>>>> curry chicken, Fried mee hoon, Nuggets, fishballs, Vegetables....... WOW!!!!
Actually YL cooked hushbrowns for us but I did not eat... WHY?? Coz i was worried that I might have food poisoning.... "How could I be such a person?" "NO!" of cause not... just joking...
YL 's uncle was around, and when her heard that YL had cooked something for us.... He quicly warned us of food poisioning... HAhahaha .......I did not eat because I was already very full....

Anyway, but the time we finished....it was already 6pm in the evening... we stopped and YL accompanied me to the nearest shopping mall to buy some metal clips needed for our flip chart...

Then later around 7.30pm, we went on our separate ways, she headed home and I headed for the MRT station... So by the time I reached home, it was already 8.30pm..

I then continued to type my references....and finally I finished it at around 10.30pm...

I have to go and sleep now... coz tomorrow, I have to reach school at 8am..... Haiz
Hope my presentation will turn out well...!!!! "Good Luck, My dearest Group members!!!!!"

"WE CAN MAKE IT!!!!"

My Best & closest friend Sara's birthday!!!

Today is Saturday and is also my best, closest friend Sara's birthday.......

"Hereby, I wish her to be forever Beautiful, Cheerful, Happy & Smart!!"
"Happy Birthday! Girl!"

I can't reveal her age..... otherwise she will kill me...... but anyway.... "Girl.. it is confirmed that you are now older than me!!! YES!!!!" hahahahaha........

Later in the afternoon.... I will be celebrating with her.....

I will stop here now....coz i got to get myself ready......

Finishing up my project.....

Wow...!!!! It is also another busy day.... YL and S had came to house to finish up the project on Osteoporosis.... but we has yet finished on the log sheet... this log sheet is very important as it record the dates of our group discussion and also what we had done......

They came to my house at around 1.30pm in the afternoon and left at around 1015pm... but luckily.... YL's uncle came and fetch them back....at least they will reach home early...... coz from Hougang to Simei and Tampines.... the journey will be quite long if they go by bus.....

Anywhere, we has to struggle to finish it by Sunday..... and this round, we will go to YL's house in Simei..... We had to take turns, so it will be fair.....

TIRED..... VERY TIRED

"yawn" Ah... I am so tired..... Yesterday was the longest day I ever spent in school..... How long?.... Imagine from morning 10am.... till at night 9.30pm.... I was in school....and it was a very hot weather......

we rushed and finished up our school project.... But I had enjoyed myself, coz everyone did their part in presenting their creativity and knowlege.....

And hereby, I am going to wish my other classmates on their project work.... Good luck...

Had such a wonderful feast today!!!

Today is another busy day..... It is also a special day.... My class gathering... even though only half of the class turned up....

It was held at my classmate Diana's house in Boon Lay....

At first, I thought... I will be able to be relaxing at her house.... But the truth is..... NO!!!

Hahaha!!! Why? Because we were well received by her two sons who are really " MY GOD!"

They are energetic... YL, S and myself played with them for only less than 20 minutes.... and then we were dropped dead tired!!!

I really admired Diana for her patience and determination to be able to study and look after her sons at the same time.... WOW!!!

At first.. I was thinking... if next time .... I had my own child ... am I able to look after him or her well!!!
The Answer: I must.... The child is my own responsibility.... when one decided to have a child.... you have to look after the child until he or she is able to look after themselves!!!

I really enjoyed the feast Diana had prepared for us.... it were really delicious.....
I was really full ..... and the next thing I wanted to do ....was to sleep...Haha... And also her house had the very condusive environment to sleep... All of us nearly knocked off except for her two sons; Danni and Derrick..... WOW... They were very awake.... Climbing here and there...

And also... there was the chili crab brought by my classmate tianya... all the way from East Coast.... "When i thought of that ...... i could feel my saliva drooling down the side of my mouth!"
*(The only seafood that I will eat....)
Anyway... tomorrow is also another busy day... AGain the same thing.... Group Discussion!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Haiz! The first day of my break week!

The above photo: my friends from school

Today is the first day of my one week break from school....

But still, is another busy day...... I woke up quite early around 0830hrs, pack my things as i am going to S house in Tampines to continue with my project work... still have more to be done....

However, I reached her around 1300hrs..... I took bus 72 to tampines interchange, on the way there, I almost vomited on the bus... Coz the bus jerked and jerked and it nearly jerked out everying in my stomach....However, I controlled it well, and managed to rush into the toilet at the interchange and "Wa la!" Everything I took for my lunch were well contibuted to the toilet bowl.... Later which I felt so much better...

After that we began to work on our project.. It had carried on for hours and we ended at around 1545hrs... After we had ended the work.... S went to have a shower as we had arranged to meet YL at Outram MRT to return some books at HPB library...

But too bad, When we reached there.... the library was closed and we have to go back tomorrow..

After which, We went window shopping at plaza Sing..... until 2030 hrs...
I had to elevate my legs when i reached home, they really ached....

Haiz... Tomorrow is another busy day... Coz we are going to my classmate's house for a class gathering.. and i had to wake up early...... and reached home late.....

A Busy and Fulfilling Day

Well, Today is a brand new day....WOW!! It is also a very hot weather.....
This afternoon, I had to go to my friend M's house to do a project... My group members were all very "ON" as most of them stay quite far, E.g. Woodlands, Jurong East, Tampines and Simei to come all the way to Seng Kang and do group discussion.....

As for me, I stay very near: Hougang.... only ten bus stops from my house to hers....

Joke of the Day: My Friend YL was the joke of the day..!!!! HaHa ! Why?
Because all of us were together on the bus, on the way to M's house, when it was time to alight the bus, YL realized that her ezlink card could not be found!!! All of us had already alighted, and there she was looking at us with a blank look on her face...... Then "tennnnn!" u know "DooR Closing" AND the next moment was the door of the bus slammed shut... with Her on board, the bus moved on with all of us " Huh???? "Blur look on our face....

After the bus moved for quite a distance, all of us bursted into laughter.... Hahahaha!!!!
M had to walk to the other bus stop to fetch her back....
Well she was still on board the bus... Coz....
she had left her ezlink on the bus seat....... The ezlink card actually slipped out of her pocket..... hahaha!!!!

It was a very enjoyable afternoon, The best part of this project work was where, we had to take photographs of every member, to pose for a part in the project.....

As our theme for the project is " Osteoporosis" We had to focus mainly on women and our body bones.....
We selected the park just directly under her block, U know... Sunday and in the evening, the weather was cool and windy... there were children down in the playground having fun..... people jogging, exercising..... elderly people, enjoying a cool evening in the park....

Actually, we noted there was two elderly couple sitting and resting in the shade, we actually wanted to
take a picture of them for our project.... and before we could do that, we had to ask for their permission first.... My friend YL and S were wondering what dialect should they use to communicate with them, at first they assumed they speak only Cantonese or malay, J, an only male among the six of us who could speak Cantonese, was dragged to communicate with them, but he refused, so S went, spoke to them in malay....but was unsuccessful, and one granny actually spoke mandarin.... I went up and heard the grandpa spoke Teochew, so I communicated with him in this dialect which I grew up with.....But no matter how hard I tried, he shook his head.... Finally we realized that he had hearing impairment... so we thank them and continued with our photography....

Busy but well spent Sunday!!!!

VERy UPSet and ANGRY AGAin!!!!!

Yesterday I had an unhappy evening ...... TOday I again had another unhappy evening!!!!!
I really hate to have someone who agreeed to go out with me and when it is not even time to leave, she left !!!!!! This is not the first time already...... When she gave me that innocent look, I know it is no point in talking about it... She had to leave....

AND it is BEtter for me to keep my MOUTH SHUT!!!!!

I am very disappointed with such thing happening again and again.... I know it is my fault to change the time... but she had agreed to it....

EVerytime, again and again..... My tolerance fuse is actually burning out....
ANd each time, my anger subsided.... I am the one who took the initiative to call her....

THis round.... I am not going to do that ...... I am really very angry and this kind of anger can last for a long long time.....

SOme body else may think it is really imature to be angry with such some things.... but i can tell u, when I am angry with anyone.... that means that person does not treat me as her friend at all.... that will really pissed me off!!!!

Ok.... Petty behaviour.... But I can Tell you for sure..... When I am Angry....... Everyone stay away from me as if I am a wounded tiger.... When I bite, I will definately injured that person OR people till they bleed profusely.....

Yes... I may be positive all the time.... Cheerful all the time!!!! But when I am very angry... I can chose to totally ignored that whoever..... for a very very long time.......

AND so this time, THIS FRIEND of mine is totally PROSECUTED FROM MY TERITORY!!!

Very ANGRY!!!! VEry UPSEt!!!

" I have never been so angry with my friends before.... " Even though I am confused with the next step I am supposed to do.... They did not give me a chance to finish speaking why I am thinking this way.... It is not that I puposely confused them, it is just that I want clarify why ..... I am thinking this way... Or they could just tell me where I am wrong wait till I finished expresssing my thoughts... I really felt so hurt!!!
" This is the first time I am so angry!!! that I really want to be left alone or else I will just flair up to anyone who had come so close to ME!"
" One of them apologised to me, but I really ignored him, Because I want to stay away till I had discharged all my anger!!!"
" Maybe the next time I will just keep my mouth shut.... Or else the same thing will happen again!! I know maybe people will think: that this is a very petty behaviour, but this is one of my personality characteristic.... I just hope others will respect this personality of mine."

"The lucky thing is that this petty behaviour is very short....once my anger is discharged ....I will return to my normal self... However I just hope this will not happen again AND the SOLUTION:
KEEP MY OWN MOUTH SHUT!" Just push all my feelings , opinions and questions into my stomach and DIGEST it!!!! This is the best way from avoid confusion and hurting my friends during lesson,

Saying I love you is difficult.......

"Hmmm!! I don't know should I say I'm a cold blooded person or I am just uncomforable about expressing my feelings that are buried deeply in my heart."

Today, I had just seen the weakest side of human beings........ Just a simple thank you, a simple sorry, could just allow the tears to run freely and enabled them speechless....... And they could say " I love you" very easily.....

For me, I had realized that I am able to say "Sorry", "Thank you" rather then "I love you".....

Maybe it is due to my family unbringing, that I am such a person.... My family members will let actions instead of words be the proof of "I love you and I care for you very much"

Maybe someday, to the people I love and care for very much; I will be able to say and my action shows at the same time......

And this is my greatest wish...... May this wish come true........