Had such a wonderful feast today!!!

Today is another busy day..... It is also a special day.... My class gathering... even though only half of the class turned up....

It was held at my classmate Diana's house in Boon Lay....

At first, I thought... I will be able to be relaxing at her house.... But the truth is..... NO!!!

Hahaha!!! Why? Because we were well received by her two sons who are really " MY GOD!"

They are energetic... YL, S and myself played with them for only less than 20 minutes.... and then we were dropped dead tired!!!

I really admired Diana for her patience and determination to be able to study and look after her sons at the same time.... WOW!!!

At first.. I was thinking... if next time .... I had my own child ... am I able to look after him or her well!!!
The Answer: I must.... The child is my own responsibility.... when one decided to have a child.... you have to look after the child until he or she is able to look after themselves!!!

I really enjoyed the feast Diana had prepared for us.... it were really delicious.....
I was really full ..... and the next thing I wanted to do ....was to sleep...Haha... And also her house had the very condusive environment to sleep... All of us nearly knocked off except for her two sons; Danni and Derrick..... WOW... They were very awake.... Climbing here and there...

And also... there was the chili crab brought by my classmate tianya... all the way from East Coast.... "When i thought of that ...... i could feel my saliva drooling down the side of my mouth!"
*(The only seafood that I will eat....)
Anyway... tomorrow is also another busy day... AGain the same thing.... Group Discussion!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Haiz! The first day of my break week!

The above photo: my friends from school

Today is the first day of my one week break from school....

But still, is another busy day...... I woke up quite early around 0830hrs, pack my things as i am going to S house in Tampines to continue with my project work... still have more to be done....

However, I reached her around 1300hrs..... I took bus 72 to tampines interchange, on the way there, I almost vomited on the bus... Coz the bus jerked and jerked and it nearly jerked out everying in my stomach....However, I controlled it well, and managed to rush into the toilet at the interchange and "Wa la!" Everything I took for my lunch were well contibuted to the toilet bowl.... Later which I felt so much better...

After that we began to work on our project.. It had carried on for hours and we ended at around 1545hrs... After we had ended the work.... S went to have a shower as we had arranged to meet YL at Outram MRT to return some books at HPB library...

But too bad, When we reached there.... the library was closed and we have to go back tomorrow..

After which, We went window shopping at plaza Sing..... until 2030 hrs...
I had to elevate my legs when i reached home, they really ached....

Haiz... Tomorrow is another busy day... Coz we are going to my classmate's house for a class gathering.. and i had to wake up early...... and reached home late.....

A Busy and Fulfilling Day

Well, Today is a brand new day....WOW!! It is also a very hot weather.....
This afternoon, I had to go to my friend M's house to do a project... My group members were all very "ON" as most of them stay quite far, E.g. Woodlands, Jurong East, Tampines and Simei to come all the way to Seng Kang and do group discussion.....

As for me, I stay very near: Hougang.... only ten bus stops from my house to hers....

Joke of the Day: My Friend YL was the joke of the day..!!!! HaHa ! Why?
Because all of us were together on the bus, on the way to M's house, when it was time to alight the bus, YL realized that her ezlink card could not be found!!! All of us had already alighted, and there she was looking at us with a blank look on her face...... Then "tennnnn!" u know "DooR Closing" AND the next moment was the door of the bus slammed shut... with Her on board, the bus moved on with all of us " Huh???? "Blur look on our face....

After the bus moved for quite a distance, all of us bursted into laughter.... Hahahaha!!!!
M had to walk to the other bus stop to fetch her back....
Well she was still on board the bus... Coz....
she had left her ezlink on the bus seat....... The ezlink card actually slipped out of her pocket..... hahaha!!!!

It was a very enjoyable afternoon, The best part of this project work was where, we had to take photographs of every member, to pose for a part in the project.....

As our theme for the project is " Osteoporosis" We had to focus mainly on women and our body bones.....
We selected the park just directly under her block, U know... Sunday and in the evening, the weather was cool and windy... there were children down in the playground having fun..... people jogging, exercising..... elderly people, enjoying a cool evening in the park....

Actually, we noted there was two elderly couple sitting and resting in the shade, we actually wanted to
take a picture of them for our project.... and before we could do that, we had to ask for their permission first.... My friend YL and S were wondering what dialect should they use to communicate with them, at first they assumed they speak only Cantonese or malay, J, an only male among the six of us who could speak Cantonese, was dragged to communicate with them, but he refused, so S went, spoke to them in malay....but was unsuccessful, and one granny actually spoke mandarin.... I went up and heard the grandpa spoke Teochew, so I communicated with him in this dialect which I grew up with.....But no matter how hard I tried, he shook his head.... Finally we realized that he had hearing impairment... so we thank them and continued with our photography....

Busy but well spent Sunday!!!!

VERy UPSet and ANGRY AGAin!!!!!

Yesterday I had an unhappy evening ...... TOday I again had another unhappy evening!!!!!
I really hate to have someone who agreeed to go out with me and when it is not even time to leave, she left !!!!!! This is not the first time already...... When she gave me that innocent look, I know it is no point in talking about it... She had to leave....

AND it is BEtter for me to keep my MOUTH SHUT!!!!!

I am very disappointed with such thing happening again and again.... I know it is my fault to change the time... but she had agreed to it....

EVerytime, again and again..... My tolerance fuse is actually burning out....
ANd each time, my anger subsided.... I am the one who took the initiative to call her....

THis round.... I am not going to do that ...... I am really very angry and this kind of anger can last for a long long time.....

SOme body else may think it is really imature to be angry with such some things.... but i can tell u, when I am angry with anyone.... that means that person does not treat me as her friend at all.... that will really pissed me off!!!!

Ok.... Petty behaviour.... But I can Tell you for sure..... When I am Angry....... Everyone stay away from me as if I am a wounded tiger.... When I bite, I will definately injured that person OR people till they bleed profusely.....

Yes... I may be positive all the time.... Cheerful all the time!!!! But when I am very angry... I can chose to totally ignored that whoever..... for a very very long time.......

AND so this time, THIS FRIEND of mine is totally PROSECUTED FROM MY TERITORY!!!

Very ANGRY!!!! VEry UPSEt!!!

" I have never been so angry with my friends before.... " Even though I am confused with the next step I am supposed to do.... They did not give me a chance to finish speaking why I am thinking this way.... It is not that I puposely confused them, it is just that I want clarify why ..... I am thinking this way... Or they could just tell me where I am wrong wait till I finished expresssing my thoughts... I really felt so hurt!!!
" This is the first time I am so angry!!! that I really want to be left alone or else I will just flair up to anyone who had come so close to ME!"
" One of them apologised to me, but I really ignored him, Because I want to stay away till I had discharged all my anger!!!"
" Maybe the next time I will just keep my mouth shut.... Or else the same thing will happen again!! I know maybe people will think: that this is a very petty behaviour, but this is one of my personality characteristic.... I just hope others will respect this personality of mine."

"The lucky thing is that this petty behaviour is very short....once my anger is discharged ....I will return to my normal self... However I just hope this will not happen again AND the SOLUTION:
KEEP MY OWN MOUTH SHUT!" Just push all my feelings , opinions and questions into my stomach and DIGEST it!!!! This is the best way from avoid confusion and hurting my friends during lesson,

Saying I love you is difficult.......

"Hmmm!! I don't know should I say I'm a cold blooded person or I am just uncomforable about expressing my feelings that are buried deeply in my heart."

Today, I had just seen the weakest side of human beings........ Just a simple thank you, a simple sorry, could just allow the tears to run freely and enabled them speechless....... And they could say " I love you" very easily.....

For me, I had realized that I am able to say "Sorry", "Thank you" rather then "I love you".....

Maybe it is due to my family unbringing, that I am such a person.... My family members will let actions instead of words be the proof of "I love you and I care for you very much"

Maybe someday, to the people I love and care for very much; I will be able to say and my action shows at the same time......

And this is my greatest wish...... May this wish come true........